Almost here

I am sitting here feeling the babies wrestling for space inside and so many thoughts and emotions are going through my head as their birth approaches.

GRATITUDE for the amazing people in my life who have made it possible to be on bed rest for 4 months so that these babies could join our family. And for the many many people who have kept us and these babies in their prayers.
It makes me emotional and overwhelms my heart to think about all the help no love we have shown through all this.

AWE at the miracle it really is that this pregnancy has turned out so well after all that has gone on

APPRECIATION I have gained for my amazing husband and kids for being so understanding of the situation our family has been in throughout this pregnancy and stepping up to the challenge

ANTICIPATION to finally get to meet these two miracle babies and hold them in my arms

ANXIETY wondering how crazy this is really going to be with basically 2 sets of twins and having Kris working crazy hours until April 15

NOSTALGIA looking at my Breezy girl and realizing that she is no longer my baby.

NERVES hoping all is well with both babies and that the c section goes well.

THANKFUL for the lessons I have learned more about through the last 9 months....patience, endurance, faith, and priorities.

Finally in less then 48 hours we will be holding the little ones we did all this for!